I Put The ‘Metro’ in Metronome
What on with me today, eh? Nothing of absolute worth, expect the fact that I think I like two people…no, three, at the same time. Ahaha, I’m such a whore. My best friend, a guy I’ve known for two years that’s been a complete ass to me and someone I’ve known for three years through band but haven’t really talked to until recently. Wow, I have some real issues here. I mean, I can’t like three people at the same time, right? That’s just slutty and whorish…
But to change the subject [[I think]]: tomorrow Channing is going to the Fall Out Boy concert and, hopefully my shirt will be graced with the uberness of Pete Wentz and Company. Oh, and it’s my last day at Johnson for the quarter, Thursday we’re leaving for DC. **Sigh** I don’t want to leave, not after the epic conclusion I’ve reached with myself, not after coming to terms with who I may or may not be. I wouldn’t say I’ve reached a low point but, when the first person you semi-come out to are people you don’t even know…?
So, maybe I am bi…I don’t know. I mean, I’m not going to kill myself over the fact that my parents might not be too thrilled with the decision but, you have to take some type of risks in life and this is one of them. But I’m not going to tell them anytime soon, not until I’m sure. I want to be absolutely sure that I know what I am before I break the news to my beloved parents. All they want to talk about is the “politcally correct way” but, I don’t know if they’d be excepting to me if they aren’t towards just normal regular people. They always say: “Teach people as you want to be treated.” Well, is that how you’re going to treat me if in fact I am bisexual?
Yikes, they’re coming so–bye!
